12.9.10

shut up head

yes it's true. i still love you. and no matter what and no matter how hard i try and fight it, you're still always on my mind. and what pisses me off the most is the fact that i know the minute i see you again i will go absolutely weak at the knees, my heart will flutter, and i will blush. i'm fighting with my heart. no matter how much i'm trying to truly loath you, i think of everything we had, all that history, how much you cared, and how inter-laced our lives had become, and i realise that i'm never going to stop loving you boy.