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oh romeo, romeo

dear romeo. thank you for stuffing it up with juliet. she was really counting on you. you let her down. the way you met her, and you told yourself you must have her. you persisted and she gave in. was it for love? or was it just because you wanted to play a game? a game where you got the girl, you made her fall in love with you. those things you said. those things that were false, but you knew you would get her if you just told her those things. but in the end did you really win? oh no romeo, in the end you both lost. thats just how you boys work. did you think when you sought revenge against juliet's cousin that maybe juliet would get hurt? no. you were run by your ego. your big fat ego. you let juliet down because you had to prove yourself to your little friends. but didn't you realise that the only person you had to prove yourself to was juliet, and you already had. you had her romeo. but you let her down. did you care to think of juliet's response at the news of your banishment? she was heart broken. heart broken because she loved you. and because she was at an utter loss as to what she should do. and in the end she left behind everything she had. she was prepared to let her friends and family believe she was dead, for you. and all because you rushed things. you had to have her, here and now. and then when it's over there is no after thought because your irrational decisions lead to her and your deaths. so nice one romeo. nice one. make the girl fall in love with you. make her infatuated with you. then let her down. to be honest i had more faith in you. i thought you were different from all your immature friends. but in the end, oh boy, your just one of them. there is nothing that makes you any better from the rest. and you say this is juliet's fault? that she could've just let you go? she could've said no? too late romeo, you sent her head-over-heels in love with you. she was willing to do anything for you. you died because you had lost the game, but she died because she had lost you.