it's true, i'm sorry but it is.

"oh how i would hate to be in your mind. to hear the things you think. although you put on a show, im smart enough to realise that its nothing but lies. and i am sorry for you. you think that you are better, smarter, prettier then the rest. but oh honey, your nothing compared to us. you think you have it all. true, you have more pride, confidence and minions then the rest, but you also have more vanity, false friends, regrets, burdens and shit against you. i think of all that bad karma you have against you. your only young, but honey, you have more troubles now then im going to have in my lifetime. there's nothing cool about being horrible. there's nothing cool about being the person you think people want you to be. frankly dear, all they want is you gone. they dont want to say it too your face which is a shame, but i hear their whispers. nothing but a copy-cat, nothing but an infant, nothing but nothing. im sorry. i tried to change you. i honestly did. all you did is push me away, tread on me, hurt me. i put up with it because i loved you. but loved is a past tense word. i can't love someone who makes me feel like this. did i let you down? oh no honey, you let me down. and in the end you also let you down too. "